2013 February 3
Somebody just asked
me
why do so many
people hate me?
and why so many people
feel
so not comfortable
around me?
That is what she asked
me.
So many people have told
me
that they loved me
through the course of my
life.
I do not like it when
people ask questions
that are rhetorical and
not real.
It does make me question
my life.
Maybe my whole entire life
Maybe my whole entire life
was a lie
and nobody in the world
cares about me.
It surely rips honesty
out of the
heart of the integrity
that of the people
I care most about.
Life is about caring
for each other
without
conditions.
Too often, people
do not really care about
you.
They do not really
have
unconditional love.
Most people barely
understand the concept
of
sacrificial love.
Sadly,
I am always encountering
people
who are not aware
of the real world.
Some people are
deeply
consumed by the
dark side of the
force.
Some people are so
closed minded
to new ideas
and
they only stick to how
they
wish the world should
be.
They also have to find
people
to look down upon.
It is very sad that
this
world is cursed like
this.
Years ago,
Years ago,
I use to be
criticized
for my
aggressiveness,
and now I get
punched
for being passive.
However, there is a huge
fundamental
difference
between passive and
patience.
I am also abused for
I am also abused for
letting people help
me.
Some people believe it
is a sin
or a bad thing
to let other people
assist.
Unfortunately,
that is a cover for
feeling insecure.
People who are not
confident in their part
in this world
hide behind the
so-called label of
being Independent,
which is actually not a
real thing.
Nobody is totally
independent.
People think that being
passive is negative.
However,
I am positively
patient
and not negatively
passive.
I am also told that
I let people tell me
what
to do
too much in life.
People who know me
the best
know that
I never
let anybody tell me
what to do.
Sadly, I feel kind of
worthless
when trying to
confront people.
I run into people
who lie to me
and I try confronting
them
and then they make fun of
me
for the confrontation.
People who really know me
People who really know me
know that I am
not negative.
I do say
thank you
all of the time.
and not passive
and
not very dependent
on others for
anything.
Sometimes,
I give off the
appearance
and vibe
that I do not know
how to take care of
myself
and that I am just
lost inside my
head
and in this world.
Sometimes when people ask me
Sometimes when people ask me
what my strengths and
weaknesses are
or what am I most proud
of
out of the things
I have
accomplished,
I cannot answer in
those moments
because
sometimes the people that
ask these questions are
not actually
asking these questions.
This is the wisdom that I
learn from Jesus.
I think I am being
persecuted in Vietnam
because I am Christian.
I think some people in
Vietnam hate Christians.
but i do believe you can survive
trials,criticism,etc.
that could hurt your feelings but just don't give
up, no matter what !!
realt hurts but by the strength
ov
jesus just be patience and be what you are
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