Isolation.

I feel like I have no real friends. I say things that people dislike. I met some Christians that I thought really cared about me. I am Christian. I can see their love for others.



However, they are scared about my honesty. 

On Facebook, I wrote that I hate Vietnam.

That does not mean that I hate Vietnam. I do not hate the people of Vietnam.

I care about people.

I want things to get better.

I dislike socialism.

I dislike communism.




People fear this.

People want to run from me.

They do not want to be my friend.

They fear possible illegal association.

People believe that they might be thrown in jail along with me.

However, I am only being honest.




America is Free?

People say I don't understand.

People say it's the cultural differences.

People say people from the United States of northern America have freedoms and rights that are unparalleled and unequalled to the conditions found in Asia countries such as Vietnam.

However, the governments of countries are aware of the conditions of mankind.

Humans have desires.




The borders are open.

Vietnam accepts immigration.

Vietnam allow foreigners to travel and tour Vietnam.

There is no exact discrimination.

There are no specific exceptions or loop-holes about these rules that are directly published and known in the public domain.



I Have My Rights.

I Have My Freedoms.  

That is, in spirit, and not technically speaking.

I know that foreigners are subjected to the laws and rules of Vietnam.



However, I do not think that the government should care if I say that I dislike communism and socialism.

Because it doesn't matter.





It does not directly affect anything.

I am not a threat to Vietnam.

If I was, they would hunt me down.

I might be losing friends.

But I have to do what is right.





I will go to jail if I have to.

I will be killed if it must be done.

I will be tortured if they want to try.

    







 
          
At times, I forget things.

I lose things.

I make mistakes.

I forget people's names.

I make many mistakes.

Lost my keys today.

I lose my glasses at times.

I say the wrong things.

I do the wrong things.

I feel the wrong things.

I believe the wrong things.

I think the wrong things.   







Forever Alone (FA).

I may remain single forever.

I am a dangerous man.

People want to kill me.

People want to destroy me.

I put all those close to me at risk.

Every time people get close to me, they see this and they back off from me.

I have no really close friends.

I am a dark Jedi.